This morning my Bible reading had a bit of a theme running through them - sin and guilt…and thankfully, grace. Beginning with Numbers 15. At the end of that chapter the Lord spoke to Moses:
38 “Speak to the people of Israel, and tell them to make tassels on the corners of their garments throughout their generations, and to put a cord of blue on the tassel of each corner. 39 And it shall be a tassel for you to look at and remember all the commandments of the Lord, to do them, not to follow after your own heart and your own eyes, which you are inclined to whore after. 40 So you shall remember and do all my commandments, and be holy to your God. 41 I am the Lord your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt to be your God: I am the Lord your God.”
The people were to have a reminder with them so that they would not follow after their own deceitful hearts (cf. Jeremiah 17:9). And then I came to Isaiah 5. In that chapter Isaiah has the task of pronouncing judgment to the people of Israel. They have been those who call evil good and good evil. They have oppressed the poor. They have clearly turned aside from the ways of the Lord and they are in danger, grave danger.
But I also read Psalm 51. It is David’s great psalm of confession. He is certainly guilty. He has committed adultery. He has committed murder. He has lied. And he has been confronted by Nathan and he is brought low (2 Samuel 12:1-15). He confesses his sin and guilt before the Lord. He pleads to be washed from his iniquity and to be cleansed. He longs for the joy of his salvation to return (because living in contradiction of the ways of God will never bring true joy). David knows that what is required is humility, contrition, brokenness (Psalm 51:17). The Lord will not despise that heart…in fact it is the heart he looks upon (Isaiah 66:1,2). What a glorious promise! The Lord looks to and saves the brokenhearted…the contrite…the humble. He saves those who know they are sinners and have only one plea…God’s mercy and grace.
This is the greatness of the God we worship. He saves sinners. He saves people like you and me. He saves us through Jesus Christ our Lord who gave himself to take the wrath, the punishment, that you and I deserve. What love! What grace! What a Savior!
For your musical selection today - two that might be a bit different than what you would think - and quite possibly different than your normal tastes. But I figured I’d expand your repertoire.
The first is by Charlie Peacock.
The second is by Timothy Brindle. And yes, it’s hip hop/rap. Brindle has an M.Div. from Westminster in Philadelphia and even if you don’t like rap, his lyrics are powerful.
Because you will need the lyrics for the second one - here they are:
Dear LORD, hear my repentance supplication
I've behaved like a condemned and lustful pagan
I deceived your Word-I admit I did it again
Please return-I'm sick of living in sin
My breath, it groans, as my flesh erodes
Transgressions are startin' to stretch my clothes
The infection grows, this sickness is visible
This Christian's despicable, my addiction is pitiful
Lust is a poison, it plagues the soul
Makes it cold, breaks and reshapes its mold
Then it fades and rusts, I didn't live the commandments
I obeyed my lusts and took forgiveness for granted
This sin is implanted: this kid was conceived in it
I'm Mr. Deviant and disobedient
My flesh literally loves filthiness
O God, deliver me from blood guiltiness
I cheat on You daily, but You take me back
To celebrate Your Love, we made this track
I defiled Your sanctuary, abused Your Grace
This vessel's useless, Lord renew this place
This sheep has gone astray on an evil rotten way
The grief has brought dismay, I need to stop and pray
My sweetness is sour, I'm weak in my power
I'm doubting Thomas combined with Peter the coward
If saints were tried, to see if we're sanctified
I'd of disgracefully walked the plank and died
And if Your standard was the Sears Tower
I fell short of Your Glory by the 40th story
Your Law convicts me
But You have awesome pity
I'm forgiven, even when my paws are sticky
Everyone's sauced and tipsy, it's awful risky
Living in this modern Sodom it's Gotham City
I don't deserve to be blessed, I squirm to wrestle
This earthly vessel, determined to murder my flesh
I've forsaken You, I lie and say it's true
But You're faithful to forgive so this praise is due
Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity
I'm adoring Thee for forgiving me
Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity
I'm adoring Thee for forgiving me!
I've been subtle and hush that I struggle with lust
It makes me smuggle disgust, when I huddle and fuss
I'm just a puddle of slush, my bubble will bust
I should be smothered and crushed to rubble and dust
But Your Love is a must, there's no other to trust
Jesus you cuddle with us when we're covered in puss
I disobeyed, but You patiently amazingly
Took my punishment and felt the pain for me
You suffered for my own misbehaving
I so wish to praise Him for propitation
I should be fried and burned for my lies and slurs
But Jesus took the wrath that I deserve
I praise You gleefully for your leniency
And for inconceivably redeeming me
My verse will tell of how I cursed and fell
You give me Grace, but all I deserve is Hell
But Lord I praise you, because it says in your word
First John one nine that if we confess our sins, you are faithful and just to forgive us our sins
And to cleanse us from all unrighteousness
Because Jesus Christ took the punishmnent for our sins
On the cross
Thank you Lord
We asked in Jesus name, amen